hey people , i haven't been on for a while but i'm writing anyway. I'm usally happy and jolly but not today or maybe ever. I will still cover my sadness like i always do with a smile but it will not replace what i feel inside. I can never make anyone happy so why be happy at all . I'll write some poetry and if anyone cares tell me if i should write more. This is how i feel , i write poetry often but idk if anyone cares so yea...

Sadness
Sadness is and emotion that can not go away easily
It attactches to a host like a parasite
It feeds off your anger , jelously and misfourtune
You try to cover it
Destory it
Confuse it
But you fail because this emotion is too smart
You try to make it better by helping others
But it ends because your friends become our enemies
You scream
You cry
You laugh
It won't go away no matter what you try
All the time you were taken over by this emotion you lost sight around you
Your friends that ask you are you ok or how you were feeling
Family who saw you miss all your diners begin to be concerned
Teachers who see your grades droping begin to offer extra help
This is when you relize
You defeated the sadness, but it may return

it's kind of strange but......yeah .... no one reads my journals anyway, ontop of feeling neglected , worthless and hopeless i am also sick ....my thoat hurts and i can't breath through my nose..

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